Issue October 2011 Flash Fiction Online October 2011

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Her Memory

Warrington had really no right to be angry.

He was not engaged to Virginia, merely engaged with her in a somewhat tempestuous summer flirtation. Down in his heart he knew it for just that. But he was angry no less, for she had allowed a “hulking ass” newly arrived at the Inn to “hog her whole program and make him look a fool before every one.”

“Ah ha!” cried the still small voice, “so it’s Pride not Heart.” And that made him more angry than ever.

So he went away from the ball-room, out onto the dim veranda, and strode up and down muttering things better left unmuttered. Presently he stopped at the far shadowed end, lit a cigarette, snapped his case viciously, and said “damn.”

A demure voice just behind him said “shocking!” and he turned to confront a small figure in a big chair backed up against the wall.

“I repeat, shocking,” said the voice — a very nice voice. And giggled — a very ripply little gurgly little giggle.

His anger went away.

“Mysterious lady of the shadows,” he said (he was very good at that sort of thing), “does my righteous wrath amuse you?”

He came nearer. He had thought he knew every girl at the Hotel. Here was a strange one, and pretty. Very. He decided that monopolizing Virginia had been a mistake.

“It’s not a night for wrath, righteous or otherwise. See!” and she stretched out her arms to the great moon hanging low over the golf links beyond.

He hunted for a chair. This was bully. And when he had drawn one up, quite close:

“Whence do you come, all silvery with the moon, to chide me for my sins, moon maid?”

Without doubt he was outdoing himself.

She laughed softly and leaned toward him, elfin in the pale shimmer of light. “I am Romance,” she breathed, “and this is my night. The night, the moon, and I conspire to make magic.”

He secured a slim hand. The pace was telling. His voice was a little husky.

“Your charms are very potent, moon maid,” he said, “it is magic, isn’t it? It — it doesn’t happen like this — really.”

Their eyes met — clung.

“You — you take my breath,” he stammered. “Does your heart mean what your eyes are saying? Don’t — don’t look at me like that unless you do — mean it.”

She didn’t answer in words. She, too, was breathing quickly.

He released her hand, and sprang up — half turned away. Then he dropped to the arm of her chair. Swiftly he took her face in his two hands. The throbbing of her throat intoxicated him. “I — I — love me,” he stammered.

Her lips moved. A sob more poignant than words. They kissed a long time.

There were footsteps down the veranda. She drew away. She recognized her mother’s voice and Miss Neilson’s. She was thinking very quickly. Should she send him away or end it now — end it all now?

“You darling — you darling. I — I love you,” he was saying.

She leaned to him. “Kiss me. Kiss me — quickly.”

The voices were quite close now.

“Mother,” she called, “here I am.” She laughed. “But I guess you know I wouldn’t run away. Mother, this is Mr. — ah — Brown, and we have been discussing — doctors. Mr. Brown has an uncle in exactly my condition. Hopelessly paralyzed.”

She said it calmly. The world reeled. His brain was numb. She was being wheeled away by the nurse. A wheeled chair — God!

“Good-night,” she called.

A cripple. He had kissed her. Horrible! He made for the bar.

In her room while the nurse was making her ready for bed, the mother said, “How strange you look, dear. And how — how beautiful.”

She flung her arms wide in an intoxication of triumph. “Mother,” she half sobbed, “all my life to now I’ve been just — just a thing. A cripple. Now — now — I am a woman.”

“Oh, God!” she cried, her eyes starry. “Life is good — good. For now — now I have — a Memory.”

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In An Old Man’s Lap

by Dave Hoing

January 2015

Colleen Kelley relaxes in the visitors’ lounge of the Barnet Convalescent Home in London. The facility is immaculate, even if the history of the neighbourhood around it is rather sordid. She writes Tuesday, 1 December 1959 in her diary as her granddaughter Jacqueline scurries among the residents, making a nuisance of herself. Old age is a strange thing to the little girl, the spotted hands, the papery, wrinkled skin, the stale breath and shallow breathing, the eyes blued by cataracts. Although they’ve come to see Colleen’s grandfather Patrick, Jacqueline climbs onto the lap of anyone able to bear her weight and tolerate her presence. Most of the old dears seem charmed by her, or maybe they’re just lonely. In all the time she’s been coming here, Colleen has only seen a handful of other relatives.

Are they as intrigued by J’s youth as she is by their age? Colleen writes. Do they resent her for it?

Tuesdays are music day at the Home. A sincere but ungifted pianist plunks the keys. He’s chosen songs from the twenties, but even those are too new, as some of these people were old even then. The gay nineties would be more appropriate. The residents who aren’t being pestered by Jacqueline either deal cards and argue decades-old politics or tap their toes and sing any lyrics that come to mind, regardless what the pianist is playing.

“Grandmum, look!” Jacqueline says. She’s pried a hearing aid from Mrs. Stephen’s ear. The old lady is oblivious to Jacqueline’s antics. She is oblivious to everything, and has been for years.

“Put it back,” Colleen says. Jacqueline pouts but pops the device into the woman’s ear.

Patrick sits in his wheelchair next to Colleen, wrapped in a blanket. He is no more alert than Mrs. Stephen. How old is he? she writes. Born 1863. So: 96. Victoria was nearer the beginning than the end then, two years on in her grieving widowhood. Oh, Granddad, do you even know we’re here?

It doesn’t matter. She gets something from their visits, whether or not he does. She smiles warmly at him and realizes how little she knows about his youth. He’s senile now, but how would he judge his life if he could judge his life? He stares at the overhead light and mumbles to whatever ghosts of memory remain. All your years, all your experiences, everything you’ve ever done or wanted to do, was or wanted to be, has been reduced to empty stares and mumbles. If you’d known it would come to this, would you have allowed yourself to grow so old?

The pianist is attempting a ragtime version of Noel Coward’s I’ll See You Again, but can’t quite master the syncopation.

Jacqueline has invited herself into the lap of an old man named Kaminski. He bends his lips into a grin and pats her hand. “What’s your name?” he says. Mr. Kaminski has no teeth, and his cheeks sink into the hollow of their absence. A growth the size of a grape protrudes from the left side of his jaw. He’s bald, and scabs pock the top of his head, former pimples, probably, that have been picked at until they bled and then picked at again so often they never heal.

“Jacqueline,” the girl answers as she examines the strange defect on his jaw. “What’s this?”

“The missus clipped me a good one,” Mr. Kaminski says with a laugh. He looks at Colleen and winks. “Aiming for me ear, she was. How’d she miss this big flapper, eh?”

Colleen studies the old man, so like Granddad Patrick. He seems like an innocuous fellow. She imagines scenarios for his life. In some he is good, in others an outlaw. But is a person ever just one thing? We humans are so uncharitable in our opinions of others. If this man has led an honourable life but for one bad act, we will forever remember him for the one bad act. And it doesn’t work the other way — a villain may perform a noble deed but he is not redeemed by it. Can there be redemption for anyone when all we see is the evil? Pity.

Colleen closes her diary. The Barnet Convalescent Home is located in the same borough of London where Colney Hatch Lunatic Asylum has stood since the 1850s. According to some theorists, seventy-one years ago the infamous Whitechapel fiend was bound over to the asylum, which is a tidy explanation for why his killings stopped. The murders were horrific, ghastly beyond words. Witnesses who saw the Ripper in 1888 described a man of about twenty-five years. Had he lived, he would be 96 now, same as Granddad Patrick. The experts always speak of the monster in past tense, but what if he isn’t dead? What if he’s been confined to institutions from that year to this, leading a blameless life — a life, perhaps, of reflection, repentance, and regret? Indeed, what if he’s redirected his energy to help his fellow inmates, improving their lot, doing good?

Colleen eyes the male residents. She laughs nervously. What a silly thought. Of course the Ripper is dead…

Jacqueline has curled up in Mr. Kaminski’s lap, asleep, her head resting against his chest. Humming along with the piano, the old man strokes her hair and smiles.

 

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All Mimsy

by Kelly Wright

January 2015

Mimsy peered into the dark chamber. One hand daintily held her skirts up off the dirty floor. The other gripped a curved, snarled, shining blade.

“Hello? Anyone in there?” Her melodious voice infiltrated every cranny and nook, dank corner and dusty crevice. At the sound of her chiming query, darkness bulged and strained against the walls. The ceiling groaned in protest. Unable to escape, the suffocating dark retreated on itself and huddled at the margins of the room.Mimsy gave a curt nod and entered. Tiny Mimsy: no more than a child, a wisp, a gumdrop. A puff of wind would carry her away like a dandelion seed, were she not weighted down by the blade.

A new light entered the room with Mimsy. It came from nowhere, but if an observer were forced to name a source for the glow, one might, with much hesitation and hemming and hawing and a protestation or two, suggest that perhaps the luminescence came from Mimsy’s gaze.

She picked her way across littered floorboards. As she walked, dust puffed up at her feet and then scattered, scuttling away from her satin-clad heels. She stood in the center of the room in a perfectly dust-free circle and rested the tip of the blade on the floor before her. “Come now,” she cooed, and her words sang through the air. The darkness trembled. The walls creaked. “No need to put this off. Come out where I can see you.”

A shuffling, a shifting, a capitulation. Something that had not been hiding in the room nonetheless slithered out of concealment and into the shimmering light that did not come from Mimsy. Its hulking mass towered to the very top of the room and stretched from wall to wall. There was no space left for anything but the fleshy mass, and yet Mimsy stood unperturbed in her glittering circle, amused.

It tried to huddle before her. Snaking tentacles with bloodshot eyeballs on their thick stalks trembled and hunched down, reaching for the distant floor. Trunk-like limbs quivered and bowed.

Mimsy giggled — bells chimed and the darkness retreated farther, abandoning its former cohort. Scimitar claws tapped against the ceiling, perhaps seeking an escape. The room was near to bursting; very few structures can withstand fleeing darkness and a cowering room-sized nightmare at the same time, let alone Mimsy, who pushed all before her.

“Have you anything to say for yourself?” Mimsy asked in a kindly tone. Motes of dark paused in their flight to listen. A thread of hope wound its way among the forest of tentacle-eyes. Time paused.

An observer might have reported that, while silence strained against the confines of the room and pushed into every surface (save an unmolested circle where Mimsy tinkled), there may have been a vocalization far beneath the room, miles below the surface of the Earth. It is possible that it rumbled among magma pools that have never seen the sun, and, burning with the heat of their shame, it might have mumbled, “I’m sorry.”

Mimsy beamed. Her glorious smile reached out to the fleeing darkness and coaxed it back, warming it into a lustrous, sliver-gray glow. The tentacle-eyes twisted and weaved around themselves nervously, and their shared body held its breath. They blinked in unison, and it was clear that they hoped, perhaps even believed, that Mimsy had been appeased.

But the shining darkness knew better. It wanted to look away, to flee once more before her, but her smile, now a tight grin that hooked up on one side, held each mote pinned to its spot. And the truth slowly dawned on the quivering creature, rippling realization across its wrinkled flesh. The tentacle-eyes learned last — they tried to run, but were alas too firmly attached.

Mimsy raised the blade high and whispered, “Apology accepted.”

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Halloween and Regrouping

by Jake Frievald

January 2015

This Halloween season, we have two eerie new stories and a Classic Flash.

All Mimsy” is the first work of fiction published by Kelly Wright. I read it four times the first time I sat down to it, because everything is a-kilter: The narration is odd, the personalities are odd, the world we’re taken to is odd. It’s a vignette (with a teeny, tiny plot of its own) that seems to be part of something much bigger. What I like most of it is the way Mimsy’s personality comes shining (literally) through.

In An Old Man’s Lap” is a piece of mainstream fiction by frequent contributor Dave Hoing. It’s set back just over fifty years ago, and the horror is what might be lurking, still among us, impotent and feeble but no less horrifying for it.

Bruce Holland Rogers is on a hiatus this issue.

Finally, I know that this is the first issue we have published for a few months. We will be taking a further break through the beginning of January, possibly with a story published for Christmas. I’ll provide more details in the near-term. The last year hasn’t been good for FFO from an administrative, technical, or procedural perspective, and since we finally appear to be out of the hole we were in, we may be able to begin again more effectively next year.

If you’re an author waiting for a response on a story you’ve submitted, please consider those stories released back to you. I’m not waiting for any author to whom I’ve offered an acceptance, and I’ve made it through everything that was sent to me. When we do re-open for submissions, I’ll no longer have a requirement against simultaneous submissions, and this won’t happen again.

 

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